(to Lmg - qian - zhen - fang - angy - Bug Bug , read my post below this, i've tagged you guys.. some nice questions, so please answer them. lame? for fun la.)
ok, so i just confirmed that i didn't get the job. Those of you out there who are laughing right now can go fuck yourselves.
Lessons learnt:
1. people say "don't count the eggs before they hatch", let me give you another warning: "don't buy the utensils and cookery before the eggs hatch". One new lesson learnt.
2. reality is harsh, suddenly they agree to something and suddenly they forget that agreement after a day. Another new lesson learnt.
3. people give lame excuses not to hire you.
4. people who are not in the same position as me will NOT know how i'm really feel right now, that's why they try and comfort you but their way of comforting you is as good as not comforting (sorry?).
5. when it comes to choosing jobs vs. friends, it's the likelihood that I will choose friends to come first right. But in this world today, how true can that be? Now I know why monster told us about the job AFTER she signed the contract and 100% got the job. No more letting you or letting her or letting him before me.
6. if you don't know how to comfort me, then don't. Don't try and act like you know how i feel lah, coz I know you can't. And I don't want you to get hurt by my shit so you should just diam far far and till i stop pms-ing. Sorry k happy? Coz I F here F there in msn.. I just feel it's a waste of your time. So you can save that time for yourself, i'm someone who is damn stubborn when i'm angry.. No one can talk to me. No one. More words, more shit from my mouth. Burning. Sorry those whom i'm going to hurt.
7. It's a blessing in disguise.
I'm off to find jobs again. Oh damn you cgw. You guys cheated my feelings by asking me to turn up for work on 20th may and now you say that you don't need me. Listen: I'm not junk, and from today onwards, I will not let anyone treat me like one.
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